Plus Interviews with Jan Karski, John Pehle, Gerhart Riegner, and my family,
and Introduction by my father, Mr. Edwin Rothschild
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2.4.37 (1)
Events are happening so rapidly that I am
compelled to record my thoughts in this diary. Ever since Adolf Hitler was
appointed chancellor on 30 January 1933,(2) life has gotten
so bad that I have decided that I must leave.(3) My name
is Hannah Rosen. I'm twenty now and able to think on my own. I live in
Friedberg,(4) Germany, and used to go to Friedberg
Gymnasium before I was thrown out by the Nazis two years ago. Last year, after
her husband died of diabetes, my older sister, Rebecca, and her seven year old
son, Daniel, moved in with my parents. Lisle, my mother, is kind and
sympathetic, but worries too much and carries a burden too heavy for her small
shoulders. My father, Karl, is strong and kind. I trust him more than any
other person in the world.
3.8.37
It has been decided. My uncle and aunt, Max and Ruth Riegner, who
live in Chicago, will send me an affidavit(5) so I can get
a visa to go to New York. Their son, Gerhart,(6) who lives
in Geneva, has written me to tell me that when I get to the United States, I
should contact Rabbi Stephen S. Wise, who will give me a job at the American
Jewish Congress (AJC) in New York.(7)
23.9.37
Today, I leave with mixed feelings. My family has lived in
Friedberg since the 1600s.(8) I don't want to leave, but I
know it is safer in America.(9) I only wish my parents and
sister would come with me, instead of being so obstinate.(10)
I know I must look forward and not look back. I'll board the ship
proudly with a suitcase in each hand and my diary hidden inside my blouse.
30.9.37
As I enter New York harbor and behold the Statue of Liberty, I feel
a surge of emotion. How wonderful it is to feel secure again!(11)
1/17/38(12)
I rent a small flat in Manhattan and get a
job at the AJC. I meet Rabbi Wise.(13) I tell him about
my family, how I am trying to bring them here, and how I want to urge the
Roosevelt administration to let more Jewish refugees into America.
5/3/38
Rebecca wrote me that our family went to visit our old friends, the
Heinrichs. I know this means that they have gone into hiding.
7/16/38
The Evian Conference just ended.(14)
President Roosevelt had called for it, raising all of our hopes by making it
seem as if something would be done. However, nothing was accomplished. Was it
all just for show?
11/10/38
I read in The New York Times (NYT) about a pogrom in Germany.
Thousands of Jewish shop windows were smashed and hundreds of synagogues burned.(15) I hope my family is safe.
11/23/38
I received a letter from Rebecca relating the destruction on the
9th. Father's shop is a wreck. Rebecca says that all Jews have been stripped
of their positions, wealth, and property.(16) Now the
Nazis propose an income tax for "Nazi charity."(17)
Rebecca has saved a bit of money to give to the Heinrichs to help pay
for food. She is crowded in with three other families.
6/2/39
The ship, St. Louis, sailed to Cuba with 900 Jews, was turned away,
and then headed to the U.S. coast. The U.S. government didn't let the refugees
in, forcing them back to Germany.(18) This makes me so
angry. We've got to find a way to stop this from happening.
10/24/39
Despite the reports of the Jews' worsening situation, the WJC and
other Jewish organizations confront one main obstacle: the unwillingness of the
Roosevelt administration and Congress to allow more Jews to immigrate by raising
the quota limits.(19)
1/2/40
Rebecca informs me that three million books written by or referring
to Jews were burned by Nazis.(20) Rebecca now wants to
come to America. I'll send her an affidavit, but it's harder to get out of
Germany now.
3/10/40
I have a theory that Roosevelt is straddling the fence. He is
taking action, but very little. The "action" is supposed to please
people like me; the "little" is supposed to please the anti-Semites.(21)
6/25/40
Rabbi Wise's colleague, Dr. Nahum Goldmann,(22)
told me how helpful Eleanor Roosevelt has been. Unfortunately, FDR has
been listening to the State Department instead of his wife. I hope she'll be
able to convince him to change course, because so many lives are at stake.(23)
4/9/41
I've received many letters from Rebecca telling me that Daniel was
taken away.(24) I'm worried about getting Rebecca and
Daniel out of Europe. She will only leave with Daniel, and Daniel may be lost
forever. The State Department has issued further restrictions on immigration.(25)
5/1/41
How amazing! Rebecca stumbled across an old school friend who was
head of the children's concentration camp where Daniel was held.(26)
He asked if there were anything he could do for her, and she told him
about Daniel. Daniel was sent home right away. Rebecca and Daniel are finally
coming to America. However, Mother and Father cannot come until their passport
numbers are called.
6/13/41
The Nyassa,(27) on which Rebecca and Daniel
are travelling, arrived in port today. What a happy reunion it was. The Nazis
are now blocking the exits of the European countries under their control.(28) Rebecca and Daniel were on the last ship! I'm very afraid
that Mother and Father will die. All this news is too much for me. My heart is
heavy and will not bear the pain my mind is giving me.
10/26/41
Since Roosevelt signed the Bloom-Van Nuys bill in June,(29) the State Department's policy on immigration has become even
worse, according to Rabbi Wise. Now, it's even harder to get into this country.(30)
12/8/41
America has officially entered the war. Maybe this will mean
America will allow more Jews to take refuge here.(31)
6/30/42
The New York Herald Tribune (NYHT) finally had a front page story
on the massacre of a million Jews.(32) Though horrifying,
this article contains hard facts, however late. I am outraged to have found
such a brief article about the killings in Chelmno buried on page five in NYT on
June 27.(33) Even worse, there was only a two-inch article
about the Bund Report on the same day in NYT.(34) Why is
the plight of the Jews in Europe getting so little attention?
9/7/42
Cousin Gerhart sent me a letter from Geneva explaining the Nazi
terror(35) and suggested that I ask Rabbi Wise about a
recent message he sent. Rabbi Wise discussed Gerhart's telegram(36)
and said that a similar copy had been sent to Sydney Silverman,(37) who then sent it to Rabbi Wise who received it on August 28,
three weeks after Gerhart had sent it.(38) The telegram
states that Hitler is now implementing the "Final Solution" to kill
all remaining Jews. I'm grief-stricken. Oh Gott! Mother! Father! The AJC
wants to publicize information about all the atrocities in Europe that the
Jewish organizations are learning about through very reliable sources. Rabbi
Wise wants U.S. citizens to know about the "Final Solution," but the
State Department wants to withhold the information until it is verified.(39) The AJC knows it must compromise. This is a dilemma.
Rabbi Wise is being criticized heavily for complying with the State Department's
position, but he feels that without government confirmation, the news would be
thought of as just more Jewish propaganda. Because he wants the State
Department to recommend action to the President, Rabbi Wise knows that he has to
comply. Furthermore, he knows there are many anti-Semites inside and outside
the government who would not believe the information in the Riegner telegram
without the government's corroboration.(40) I agree
whole-heartedly with Rabbi Wise's decision because the State Department might
never recommend action if he doesn't heed them.
11/25/42
NYT carried an announcement on page ten by Rabbi Wise about the
slaughter of two million Jews.(41) I feel sick. What is
the world doing about this destruction?
11/26/42
Yesterday on page one, NYHT reported Rabbi Wise's press conference
in Washington.(42) Rabbi Wise told the world that there is
an "extermination campaign" to kill all European Jews. This
catastrophe was only reported in NYT on page ten.(43)
Today, NYT reported on page sixteen on another press conference held by Rabbi
Wise.(44) Although buried, the article does give a good
description of how Rabbi Wise met with many Jewish leaders on the morning of the
25th and then told the press that his information had been confirmed by the
State Department. I'm thrilled! Rabbi Wise has been pleased about these
events. I'm sure this means Roosevelt will intervene. My hopes are high and
nothing can bring them down.
12/2/42
I scurry about excitedly. Today is the Day of Mourning.(45) It reminds me of the Madison Square Garden rally last July.(46) For a few minutes every radio will be silent, every road
will be clear to mourn those unfortunate Nazi victims in Europe. Maybe this
will get America's politicians' attention.
12/9/42
I'm seething to find only on page twenty of NYT the account of
Rabbi Wise's meeting with Roosevelt.(47) Rabbi Wise and
other Jewish leaders took all their information to Roosevelt and begged him to
do all in his power to save the Jews.(48)
12/18/42
There's finally a front page story in NYT about the atrocities in
Europe. It's really the first public acknowledgement by the U.S. government and
ten other nations of the mass murder of the Jews.(49) I
haven't heard from Mother or Father in so long. I lay awake at night fearing
they're in a concentration camp.
4/30/43
How terrible! At the Bermuda Conference, the U.S. government has
failed once again. Just like the Evian Conference in 1938, the U.S. government
has been all words and no action.(50)
7/23/43
Rabbi Wise met with FDR yesterday regarding Gerhart's plan to
rescue thousands of Rumanian Jews;(51) the President gave
his approval.(52)
7/29/43
Rabbi Wise and Dr. Goldmann introduced me to a young man, Jan
Karski, working for the Polish underground. Karski met with FDR and informed
him of the fate of Europe's Jews.
According to Rabbi Wise, the President replied that we will win the war and that the enemies will be punished.(53) I am disappointed that this is what Roosevelt told him. Roosevelt cares more about winning the war than he does about the dying Jews. I am overcome with anger.
12/20/43
Everyone here is talking about Breckinridge Long's testimony to
Congress on America's immigration policy. Members of Congress are saying he
lied to the committee about how many Jews had been allowed to enter America.(54) I'm so glad that Representative Celler told everyone that
Long was not telling the truth.(55)
1/3/44
I've learned that Breckinridge Long and Sumner Welles tried to
prevent sending money to European Jews to help them escape from the Nazis.(56) Treasury Secretary Morgenthau, who pushed for sending the
money, found out about the State Department's sabotage.(57)
I'm exhilarated. Long and the State Department's policy have been
exposed.
1/17/44 Good news! Rabbi Wise told me about yesterday's meeting at the White House.(58) The conflict within the government between the State and Treasury Departments(59) may be resolved.
2/6/44
John Pehle was appointed to direct the War Refugee Board (WRB).(60) This is the answer to our prayers and efforts.
Finally, something is really being done.(61)
9/15/44
I heard from Rabbi Wise that the War Department has once again
refused to bomb Auschwitz.(62) How absurd! I know bombing
could kill many Jews, but imagine how many would be saved from annihilation in
the gas chambers. The AJC fought very hard to persuade the government to bomb
Auschwitz. This time the battle is between John Pehle at the WRB and John
McCloy at the War Department. This conflict once again demonstrates America's unwillingness
to use its power to save Jews. At least the WRB is having some success in other
areas.(63)
5/8/45
Yesterday, the war in Europe finally ended.(64)
When I think back, there were so many conflicts with and within the
Roosevelt administration about what to do and so many compromises that everyone
made--compromises paid for in Jewish blood. FDR was compromising constantly.
On one hand, he told Jewish leaders and important figures, including Karski,
that he wanted to do all that he could to help to save the Jews. On the other
hand, he failed to make any policy decisions or do anything concretely to help
until he finally created the WRB in early 1944 and appointed Pehle to head it.(65) Still, FDR was a great man because he did all he could to
destroy Hitler and win the war. However, winning the war was what came first to
him--not saving the Jews.(66) Aside from the Jewish
organizations, there was no real constituency to persuade him to do both
concurrently. I think that until 1941, when Europe closed its doors to the
outside world, much more could and should have been done to save the Jews. I'm
glad that the war is over, but very disappointed in my adopted country's
government. I grieve for my parents and many of my friends who probably died
because FDR was not persuaded to do more to save Europe's Jews.
4/23/93
I had a wonderful unexpected pleasure today--tea with Jan Karski at
his home, after meeting him at a reception for the opening of the Holocaust
Museum in Washington.(67) I told him that I finally had
enough courage to sort through my old belongings and pull out the diary that I
had written during the Holocaust, starting right before I immigrated to America
in 1937. I even had an entry when Rabbi Wise introduced me to Karski when he
first came to America in the summer of 1943. So much has happened since then.
So many books and articles have been written about what the AJC did and did not
do, and what FDR did and did not do to save the European Jews. I told Karski I
had read that Pehle said Karski's visit to FDR had shaken the President up
enough to create the WRB. Karski said that he was skeptical of this and that
maybe Pehle was just being polite. Karski thought that Morgenthau's pressing
Roosevelt was what led directly to the creation of the WRB. Karski stressed to
me that there could NEVER be another Holocaust because "now there is a
Jewish nation--Israel" which would help protect the Jews and be an
effective political lobby.(68) One question will always
painfully reverberate in my mind. If the U.S. had done more, would my parents
have been saved?
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